Today I know God loves me because of Jesus’ resurrection. He triumphed over death and lives forever that we may be restored to God.
Today I know God loves me because after church, I was driving home and a car crashed into my car, leaving the front right side of my car scraped and badly dented with washer fluid leaking out and a popped tire. But, I feel like I’m on cloud 9.
For an infinity of reasons I am thankful: that I had no passengers, that there were no oncoming cars since the impact of the crash pushed my car over to the other side of the street. Really a blessing since I was near one of the largest intersections in West LA (Santa Monica and Westwood). I’m thankful that though I called the police and was told none would come since no one was injured, two officers who happened to be in the area spotted us and looped over. I’m thankful they were both good cops, supportive, understanding, and stuck to their word. I’m thankful that the other driver and his wife were kind and understanding. I’m thankful that I could rely on my church family to take care of me.
I’m deeply happy that I got to chat with the police for a good 5 minutes about what it’s like to be a police officer and whether they had seen Zootopia or not. I’m deeply happy that I got to chat with the driver about his life in Los Angeles after Tehran.
But one of the most privileged things ever is that I have car insurance, that I’m a citizen of the US, and that I speak English well. Sometimes I don’t acknowledge the privilege of having privilege. In the U.S., the day to day is bleh, but when things go wrong and there is a rule of law enforced to serve and protect citizens, this is privilege. When things go wrong and I have the documentation required to get by, this is privilege. When things go wrong and I have the language skills to navigate next steps, this is privilege. When things go wrong and I have the traits that make police show me favor and not malice, this is privilege.
God, you have given me infinity – life eternal. God, you have also given me abundantly within this finite world.
You are my portion and my hope is in You.