when your agency sends you to a conference that already passed.
I think I work in the novel Catch-22.
when your agency sends you to a conference that already passed.
I think I work in the novel Catch-22.
rebooting kombucha with black tea- more water to less sugar ratio.
rebooting work stuff with going where it takes me and learning from all the gazillion “mistakes” made along the way
rebooting hair cutting with more practice on gracious friends.
praise be to God that he is a God who welcomes our attempts to live out this confusing life and catches us when we fall flat on our faces.
I’m grateful to God for all the people who have let me cut their hair and not completely hated me for making grave errors. I love cutting hair and I’ve cut four people’s hair and made grave errors each time.
I’ve been holding a lot of resentment towards my boss recently and it comes out in passive aggressive snubs. Today, my boss and I met for nearly two hours to discuss the project I’m working on and we went through a cycle of emotions.
Both of us felt misunderstood and under-appreciated- stressed. We offended each other and felt offended.
For a minute I relished in the thought of saying I was quitting and walking out the door.
Thankfully I was not that rash per a discussion with my roommate the same morning. In the end, we had a great conversation and I was totally humbled.
In the end, I reaffirmed his leadership and he reaffirmed my values and ideals.
I greatly appreciated this instance of two broken individuals coming to the table in disarray and disagreement and miraculously in the end, rebuilding bridges and receiving grace
two peeps i came across today that i want to know more about:
-mohammad ali
-a.w. tozer, particularly his stuff on the mystery of the holy spirit
mohammad ali is SO TIGHT, i never understood the expanse of his tightness. in a time when black people were still extremely discriminated against, he stood loud and proud. he didn’t subscribe to the system but subverted it by proving that he could be the best. not only that, he opposed the government by refusing the draft and gave up 4 years of his career (due to being suspended) to stand by his views against going to vietnam to kill people who never harmed him. he was relational and could laugh at himself. i admire him.
TOZER wrote about the holy spirit in a world where people don’t like talking about it even now. i’m so excited to read his writing.
A part of me cringes when I feel like I’m imposing on someone else a mindset that redirects their way of going/being. Through whatever reason this season, I find that the challenge that I’m forced to walk through is not one related to inner healing or trusting God – it’s more related to leading others, something I feel uncomfortable doing in practice but enjoy the idea of in abstractions.
The only way I can change my actions is by re-evaluating my belief system so this is an example of doing that through Fi and Te (introverted feeling and extroverted thinking). I’m not fully convinced that I agree with the idea of (me) leading others so I’ll try to work it out through writing.
Some givens through experience or observations:
I’m tired of writing on this subject so in close, I think the point that encourages me to want to be more of a rule-enforcer and bossy-pants in certain scenarios is the fact that creating order allows people to feel safe to speak. It provides the structure for people to be open. For every loud extrovert who carries the conversation whatever the context, there are 10 introverts and quieter extroverts who need a more trusting environment to share the thoughts they’ve been working through. And, part of creating that environment requires one NOT to be a friend, but to be a dictator, a benevolent one.
God, help me learn to be that!
only the church that hears and responds to the word will be able to be a prophetic voice in the wilderness and bring healing to a confused and troubled world
This whole time I thought my former landlord was a slumlord who keeps shoddy property that violates health codes…but then his wikipedia page makes him look so respectable. I don’t know how I feel about all the charitable work he does if it’s based on haphazardly taking care of tenants. To be fair, there are probably some hard-to-take-care of tenants. Still, seeing his name makes me feel like barfing.