work is a series of learnings of my circle of control, and not being hung up when there’s a discrepancy with what i want us to be doing vs what we can realistically do. my gift and curse is seeing the potential in something and having the drive to spearhead it. but it’s hard when change comes so slow.

i feel like the person who has to continuously follow up with others on a million things but they’re held up because of other reasons.

i care so much about us doing a good job that it is literally killing me from stress that we are falling short,

God teach me to accept the things i cannot change. and operate within my circle of control.

doing DIY home renovations is insanity.

• blowing through the budget like it’s a straw man argument
• manual labor
• limited time to be with friends
• limited capacity to get immersed in church community
• less time to relax, rest and be restored

even so, I do see how God has been providing here and there.

Nate and I had an insane idea that became an insane reality.

i cannot wait for this time to be over.